Tuesday, May 6, 2014

Focus and Clearing

Clearing continues to be linked to focus for me. Since I wrote about clearing, my husband and I have done more clearing, sorting out possessions and emptying spaces. I feel lighter and freer.

The song I have been sitting on for a year or three was one track away from completion, at least as far as the recording goes…a very small bit of recording too. I finally just finished it, fueled by the sense of lightness opening up in my life. As I finished, as I put away the microphone, I realized that finishing recording projects is part of clearing for me, too. I have a backlog of songs written that are not recorded. I need to decide which ones I want to record and figure out a way to do that (I can’t play guitar because of carpal tunnel problems)…one song has a guitar part already recorded, and I am learning to play one of my instruments in a way that does not cause me harm…I will find a way to do this!

When I do, I think the clearing will be immense for me, and lead me places I can’t even imagine at this point. For several years, in the face of physical challenge, I have felt stuck. As I clear things and projects (sometimes just deciding that I won’t do some of them) doors will open before me. I don’t know what they will be yet, but experience tells me that they will open.

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